History

 















You and I missed a chance
Surely we wouldn't do that again.

Blue Sea Cafe

 

My brother’s café

Looks out over the sea

It makes my whole body ache

In a slow throb

That hurts and haunts in an exquisite way

I miss it even when I’m there

Because I know I’ll have to leave.

My Decision

 

In my mind you became this vile creature

Who wanted to have his nasty way with me

And all the desire

Which had been denied for way too long

Wanted to unleash itself

Would I let it

I don’t know.

Not Tarnished

Maybe you don’t know

How to look after precious things

And even though I showed you

Maybe you didn’t want to learn.

Room Mates

So he moved in
Left his dirty laundry on the floor
And funnily enough
He slowly disappeared
The more I needed him
The less he came home

He kept me hooked
By talking about our future
About getting married
Having children
And growing old together

Of course it never happened
Although I had done enough believing
For the both of us.

Run Away

You let go ever so slightly

You made a misstep

Enough to let me know you doubted what we’d done

And I was glad

Because it was the excuse I needed

To run away from these new feelings I wanted

But didn’t want.

In The Air

 

You blew in

Like a summer breeze

And settled around me.